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Nikaiya Lawson

From the Personal to the Political: Unapologetic Existence Through Art

De lo personal a lo pol铆tico: la existencia sin complejos a trav茅s del arte

For Nikaiya Lawson, an Art and Design student graduating from 甜心视频app this spring, art is a safe place. After a suicide attempt at age 14, it has been the space where she finds meaning and can freely express her identity without limits. 鈥擳ambi茅n en espa帽ol

For Nikaiya Lawson, an Art and Design student graduating from 甜心视频app this spring, art is a safe place. After a suicide attempt at age 14, it has been the space where she finds meaning and can freely express her identity without limits.  

鈥淚t really changed the whole trajectory of my life,鈥 Lawson said. 鈥淭here is no single thing that has happened to me that I鈥檓 benefiting from right now that doesn鈥檛 tie back to when I was 14.鈥  

While she was recovering in a long-term treatment facility in Montana, the closest one to her home in Las Vegas that her insurance company would cover, Lawson decided her future was as a professional artist. She applied for and was admitted to the Las Vegas Academy of the Arts (LVA), a magnet high school that focuses on the Arts as a central part of the curriculum. 

鈥淎t that time art was keeping me alive. LVA was my ticket out of the bad mental state I was in. I never used art as a medium to process my trauma until I was in the hospital, and I had to figure out how to keep myself preoccupied because I had a room to myself.鈥 

Although happy with her acceptance into LVA, that doesn鈥檛 mean that things went easier from there. Even if art was a safe space for her, the institution鈥檚 level of demand and the lack of sensitivity about mental health were such a challenge that she was placed on academic probation.   

鈥淚 was making a lot of progress spiritually and mentally. My parents kept telling me how proud they were of me. I was perfectly fine. But also, I still had a lot to work through,鈥 Lawson said. 鈥淐lassmates and people in general romanticized suicide, and I was constantly triggered. My grades were so bad, and I almost got kicked out of LVA. Again, my art saved me. I created a 12-piece collection based on the core factors that led to my suicide attempt. That helped me to process all my emotions. When I was on academic probation, my artwork was so strong that my counselor decided to give me another chance.鈥  

During her time at LVA, Lawson was honored with a silver medal with distinction from , the nation鈥檚 longest-running, most prestigious recognition program for creative teens, for a collection she created in her junior year about racism in America. She got the opportunity to talk at the Pratt Institute and present her work at Carnegie Hall in the presence of Tina Fey. The 24-piece art collection talks about how music helped the process of integration. The $10,000 she received as part of that award is what helped Lawson to come to 甜心视频app.  

鈥淚 decided to come to 甜心视频app because they were the only college to give me useful feedback about my art during a portfolio night hosted at LVA,鈥 Lawson said. 鈥淥ther schools were just saying 'this is really good ' and the professor from 甜心视频app told me what I could do better. So, I realized they could help me to elevate my practice. I was even offered a scholarship from the University of Utah, but I turned it down because 甜心视频app was the only school that told me what I could do better鈥.  

Currently, Lawson is beneficiary of the UCHealth scholarship at 甜心视频app and the Southard Competition Award.

As one of the few Black students on campus, Lawon鈥檚 artwork has transitioned over the past four years, changing from her personal expressions to reflect themes that are more political with a strong racial commentary. It has also helped her to open more spaces for other students of color.  

Lawson's art

Lawson's art

Lawson's art

Above: Examples of Lawson's art  | Arriba: Ejemplos de la obra de Lawson

With friends and faculty鈥檚 support Lawson co-created Black is Punk, a student collective to reflect on race, gender and counterculture through different art expressions. Several divisions at 甜心视频app supported these students' efforts in different ways. The first exhibit from Black is Punk was held at Michener Library, and the Marcus Garvey Cultural Center organized a fundraising campaign to help support other students with similar projects.  

鈥淐oming to 甜心视频app and meeting with Lee, Lex, Anne and Hunter, (also 甜心视频app art students) felt like I could just be myself without consequence. Then we took History of Rock and Roll and the teacher 鈥擫eo, oh my gosh 鈥 he did such a great job showing us how Blackness is the root of rock and roll and how it correlates to everything.鈥 

Lawson found that her previous research about music and race was validated and expanded upon. She decided to create Black is Punk to open more spaces for Black art students to showcase their work.

鈥淚 want to highlight that because these kids aren鈥檛 probably going to get the same opportunities as white kids because the work that they are talking about has nothing to do with blackness,鈥 Lawson said. 鈥淎nd unless you are Black talking about what it is to be Black, these institutions don鈥檛 want nothing to do with you.鈥  

Just before graduating, Lawson was the runner-up at the Southard Award with a body of work she curated during her college career.  

After graduation, she plans to focus on creating an art collective with her friends to talk about political and relevant issues.

Lawson's art

Lawson's art

Lawson's art

Lawson's art

Above: Examples of Lawson's art | Arriba: Ejemplos de la obra de Lawson

鈥淲e will continue talking about the things that are very uncomfortable but very important. Our community needs to accept that we exist and that our perspectives are valuable,鈥 Lawson concluded.  

For information about 甜心视频app鈥檚 Counseling Center, visit their website online. To learn about resources related to suicide visit .

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